My HoH has lately been talking about me pegging him. I cannot imagine myself doing this. I am a submissive. I don't want that control and it makes me uncomfortable even thinking about it. HoH wants me to just try it once. He has given me the day to figure this all out and be ready to discuss it tonight when he gets home. I am in a panic.
Yes we own a strap on. Sometimes he uses it on me as a form of double penetration. I cannot even think that the size of the dildo he uses on me would possible fit into his asshole. And then to possible tie him up and spank him. There is no fuckin way that I can see myself doing that.
Why is he doing this to me? Why is he asking me to do this? Is this a test of my submission? If I agree to it, will it all have been a test to see if I am truly his good little pixie?
Whatever one calls it, my HoH and I have our own way of DD. It can involve anything from just spankings to more spankings, other types of punishment and ending in sex, sometimes loving and giving sex and sometimes rough and sex that only pleases my HoH. He is in control and I am his sub. I do what he says and accept what he gives.
He also threatens to leave me outside, tied up for anyone to see me naked with a spanked butt.
